Kuch Dil Se (Cont)............

Aaj phir dard- E- aatish ne is dil ko jalaya hai,aaj phir wo guzra zamana yaad aaya hai,
Jisne dee apni saanso ki maheki hawaye mujhe,wo humdum wo aashna yaad aaya hai.

Ye raatein ye lamhe mujhe sone nahi dete, chahu jo rona to ye abssaar rone nahi dete,
Chahta hu k har shab tujhe khwabo me dekhu, ye aftaab khwabon me khone nahi dete.

Aasmani chaman me sitaron ke phool khile hai, Badr ne phir chandni ki barsaat ki hai,
Kyu mit ta nahi is dilka andhera, ik charaag k liye bar-2 humne aftaab se fariyad ki hai

Socha bhula du un sab yaadon ko jinse dil tadapta hai, koi tees uthti hai ek dard hota hai,
Magar jab raat aati hai teri yaad saath lati hai, tere hi khwab hote hai, teri hi baat aati hai.

Teri yaado K bina ek lamha b to guzara nahi,koi pal nhi aisa jab is dil ne tujhe pukara nahi,
Tere bin kuch yu kat rahi hai zindagi,kashti b hai,mohazzin b hai par door talak Kinara nahi.

Aakhon me rahta hai tu mere dil me basta hai,Khwab banke roj meri Neendo me sajta hai,
Ab to har khwab b fariyaad karta hai,ek bar to dekhe wo chehra jo inn palko me basta hai.


By:
Uttam Sharma

Kuch Dil Se...................

Aab-e-deedah barsi hain kuch is kadar ki is dil me armano ka sukha pada hai,

Mere deedawar ki halat to dekho, 1 patta yaha pada h 1 patta waha pada hai.

Koi kisi se juda ho khuda na kare,jo khud khuda hi ho sang dil to shikwa kya kare,

Wo wada-khilafi kark khud hi muskuraye,to phir banda haath utha k dua kya kare.

Jin rahon me banaye the gulshan-e-deedawar kabi,wo rahen aaj sunsan bahut hai,

Ik teri kami hai jo ki poori nahi hoti , varna is dil me aaj bhi armaan bahut hai.

Khud kari dhoop me khare rahkar tune mere liye julfon k shadab banaye the,

Nadan hai ye duniya wale jo kahte hai, Ki tum mere liye paraye the…………

Pyar,Ishq or muhabbat ka ajab silsila chalta hai, Jagte absaar me bhi khwab palta hai,

Kaun kahta hai ki ashk bahte hai huzn me, in muskurati aakhon me bhi sailab chalta hai.




To be cont.


By:Uttam Sharma

A Beautiful TULIP that has withered away(LAST PART)

Hi Folks,

So the beautiful winter season is almost over. I just love this winter season, the lonliness of it and the dead feeling of winter.Winter is nature’s way of saying “UP YOURS”. There is a privacy about winter which no other season gives you. Winter is the time to promise because there is so little to do. Somebody very rightly said….

Every winter,
When the great sun has turned his face away,
The earth goes down into a vale of grief,
And fasts, and weeps, and shrouds herself in sables,
Leaving her wedding-garlands to decay -
Then leaps in spring to his returning kisses.

So let us love winter because colour of springtime is in flowers, but colour of winter is in imagination.

So I am done with the message now lets talk about the thing for which I am writing this blog. Today we will see the last part of the love story of SANJANA.

Let’s sit into the time machine once again and go into the past at the place where RAHUL and SANJANA are sitting with each other.Asusual they both are looking very happy with each other. RAHUL is cracking jokes and SANAJANA is laughing. SANJANA says…………

SANJANA: I want to tell you something.

RAHUL     : hmmm, tell me

SANJANA: Rahul, I LOVE YOU.

RAHUL    : (Rahul is quiet and does not give any response.) Kya….

SANJANA: I LOVE YOU.

RAHUL     : ( God Knows what happens , RAHUL stands up and moves away from here with out saying a single word.

After this they never meet with each other.

Every love story starts with 3 majical words I LOVE YOU, but this love story ends with these 3 words.A Beautiful tulip has withered away.

RAHUL wants to say only this...........

Pyar Bhara wo ik pal tha,Sahma  sa tera dil tha,

Us ik pal me kyu main tujhko samajh na paya tha,

Kyu toda dil tera maine kyu maine tujhe rulaya tha.

Uttam Sharma

Beete hue Pal............

एक बात पूछूँ तुमसे क्या कभी याद आते हैं वो पल
वो बीते हुए पल जिनमे कभी हमने
समय के सीने पर कहानियाँ लिखी थी एक-दूसरे की चाहत की|

जब कभी कोयल कूकती है अमराइयों मे ,
क्या तुम भी याद करते हो उन लम्हो को तन्हाइयों मे,
उन गुज़रे लम्हो को जब तुम्हारा चेहरा मेरी हथेलियों मे होता था ,
और तुम अटकती जाती थी दूर कहीं शरमा के मेरी बाहों से|

मुझे खुद के करीब पाकर नज़रों का वो झुकना,
साँसों का बहकना और दिल की ताल पर तेरा यूँ थिरकना,
अपने थरथरते होठों की कपन , क्या अब भी तुम्हे याद आती है,
एक पल के लिए ही सही क्या तेरे तस्सवुर मे अब भी मेरी कोई बात आती है|

क्या कभी चुभती है तेरे सीने मे भी,उन टूटे सपनो की किरच ,
जिन्हे कभी सजाया था हमने  एक – दूसरे की खुली हथेलियों पर.
अपने होठों की तुलिका से खामोश ठहरे  हुए इन पलों मे,
क्या कभी किसी बहाने से ही सही मेरे नाम की कोई आवाज़ आती है|

एक बात पूछूँ तुमसे कभी याद आते हैं वो पल ,
जिन्हे याद करके मुस्कान आती है मेरे होठों  पर ,
और बरबस ही मेरी आखें भर आती हैं.
एक बात पूछूँ  तुमसे……………..एक बात पूछूँ  तुमसे.......|

By: Uttam Sharma

A Beautiful TULIP that has withered away(part 6)

Hello Friends,

First of all I would like to wish everyone a very Happy Valentine day. May this day brings love in your life.I am sure that all people would be celebrating this day with full passion and love with their loved ones and I have full sympathy for those who do not have their partner with them due to some reason but don’t very guyz as somebody (ofcourse me) said that “ Distance makes the heart grow fonder”. Again wishing you a very happy valentine Day and loads and loads of love.

Yesterday somebody asked me that I am on the verge of finishing my story but I did not tell them about SANJANA means How she looks,her characterstics, her special attributes and all the other things. I think that person made a very valid point but I want to ask one thing that “Are you want to know only about SANJANA J, I mean there is RAHUL also yar, usk bare me to kisi ne nahi Poocha hmmm. So lets today talk about SANJANA.I will try to tell you about this girl but I don’t think I can tell you everything about her but lets see……..

SANJANA …….. Kaha se shuru karu Samajh hi nahi aa raha.Uski neeli aakhon k bare me likhu ya phir kandhe se neeche laharate hue usk balon ka bayan karu, uski pyari si muskan likhu ya gusse me lal hote usk galo k bare me kahu. Very difficult task man…..

SANJANA ek bahut sundar ladki hai , Uski neeli aakhen jisse aage shayad hi koi kuch dekh sake, uske chere ka har rang har khushi har gum uski aankho me dikhayi deta hai.Jab wo muskurati hai to lagta hai jaise poori kayenat usk saath muskura rahi hain.uski ek muskurahat dekhne k liye shayad RAHUL ( dekha main rahul ko beech me le hi aaya ) kuch bhi kar sakta hai aur jab wo gusse me hoti hai to lagta hai jaise Bhagwan SHIV ne apni teesri aankh khol di hai. Ek bar jab wo bolna shuru karti hai to phir sirf wo hi bolti hai, baki sab bas sunte hi rahte hain kyuki wo bolti hi itna jyada haiJ. Kandhe tak aate hue apne balo ko jab wo jhatakti hai to 4 bal usk chehre pe aa jate hai jisme wo bilkul ek pari k jaise lagti hai.Use dance ka bahut shauk hai aur jab wo nachti hai to samne wala insaan apne har kam bhool k usk saath nach uthta hai. Ladkiyon ki tarah sajne sanwarne ka bahut shauk hai use , naye naye dresses pahna, matching accessories, bangles, earings etc aur jab bhi kabhi wo saree pahenti hai to itni sundar dikhti hai jiske bare me kahna bhi mere liye possible nahi hai.

Waise to SANJANA bahut bold or daring hai par Choohe (mouse) se to itna darti hai ki koi bhi ek chooha dikha k use Kisi bhi kam k liye blackmail kar sakta hai. Khane me use icecream or Bhutta bahut pasand hai. Aur jo cheej use sab se jyada napasand hai wo hai Barish me Bheegna, barish k to naam se jaise uski jaan nikal jati ho. SANJANA apne dosto ko importance deti hai aur unk liye kuch bhi sacrifice kar sakti hai jaisa ki aap last post me padh chuke ho.

I think I have told you enough about SANJANA man and if you want to ask something specific than u are most welcome. You can post your questions .

Take care

Uttam Sharma

MY FATHER....... MY HERO.........

Each and every person in this world has his/her HERO. It could be anyone from anywhere. No political and cultural boundry can restrict you to choose your hero. If you like cricket than SACHIN or DON BRADMAN may be your hero, for movie lovers AMITABH or RICHARD GARE, for a political person it may be MAHATMA GANDHI or ABRAHAM LINCOLN. I mean to say that everybody has a hero and wants to be exactly like him.

I too have a hero in my life. He may not be a famous personality like mentioned above, he may not have a charismatic persona to attract people but still he is my hero. My hero is MY FATHER (PAA as usuallly I call him). I wish if I could copy him just 1% but I know that’s not possible because nobody can copy him.I did not choose him my hero because he is my father but his just one act inspired me a lot and he became my hero. I want to share it with every one although my Paa took 20 years to share it with me.

It was the month of November 1984 and SIKH RIOTS had started in most of the parts of Delhi.Mobs of men on motorcycles burned, raped and pillaged the Sikh areas of the city. At that day my father and uncle were at home when a Sikh lady with her two little children came to him and asked for help. He gave her shelter in his house but few hours later a mob of around 100 people including some of his neighboures came and threatened him that “ ya to unko bahar nikalo ya phir anjaam bhugatne ko taiyar raho.” He came out and roared that “ I won’t handover them to you . you can do whatever you want.” After some 1 hour (god knows what happened) the mob moved away from there. And that family stayed there for next 4 days safely.

This is the only reason I say that my father is my hero and the best part of this is that he never told me that something of this level has happened to him. I came to know this from that person who was in the mob when they came to attack my father.

I love you paa and you are my HERO.

MY NAME IS KHAN..........

After one week, full of drama ana raucousness in mumbai, finally it has been decided that the movie MY NAME IS KHAN will not realese in Maharashtra. The whole drama which has been created by some people in mumbai is not at all good for the country. Shiv Sena Calles SHAHRUKH “GADDAR” and asks him to go to Pakistan. Who are they to say something like this to a person whose intentions and patriotisom is non-negotiable? Do we need to take a license from these people that we are Indians and we have all the right to live in our country? These all shameless people are targetting a man because of his religion. What did SANJAY RAUT or UDDHAV THACKREY do for the country? And the answer is nothing except hatred and voilence but this man (SHAHRUKH) has given smiles to lakhs and crores of people of the country and outside the country. There are places where people know India just because of SHAHRUKHS, AAMIRS and SACHINS, they don’t know BAL THACKREY. I remember SHAHRUKH did a movie CHAK DE INDIA and the situation now is quite similar to that movie. I want to say SHAHRUKH if he is listening somewhere that CHAK DE SHAHRUKH and CHAK DE INDIA. I can’t do much but I will do everything to support SHAHRUKH KHAN and I will definetely go to watch this movie and I hope that you all follow me and if having KHAN as a surname is offensive to shivsena then I would like to say MY NAME IS KHAN.

GUZARISH........

I dedicate these lines to my friend. Although it is not complete yet but I will try to complete it as soon as possible

Mujhe bula lena jab bhi tum udas ho,tanha ho tu aur na koi tere paas ho.

Main hanskar tera har dukh bant lunga, agar mujh pe thoda bhi vishwas ho.

Jab kale badal kai mandrane lage , andhera sa man me koi tere chane lage,

Main tere pas baithunga mere dost ,jab tak ki suraj na kirne bikhrane lage.

Zindagi ki raahon me aksar aise mod aate hain,sawan k sath jo patjhad b late h.

Par tere jeewan me wo badal chaye jo sirf khushiyon ki barsaat hi late hain.

Aasamn o jami me bas tera hi naam ho, chahkti ho subhen  aur mahkati har shaam ho.

Aansuo ki dhoop ho ya khushiyon ki barish ho, bas meri tujhse itni guzarish ho.

Jab bhi koi mushkil pade to mera naam lena , ye choti si arzi tu meri maan lena

A Beautiful TULIP that has withered away(part 5)

Last time I told you that this will be the last part of this love story but I think that this instance should be shared with you all. So, today I am going to share something with you which is really heart touching and I bet that after reading this you will say “it can’t be true” and you may hate RAHUL for that reason.

           

One day SANJANA calls RAHUL and says that she wants to meet him immediately. RAHUL goes to meet her. When rahul meets SANJANA he sees that she is very excited, happy and her face is shining. She comes to RAHUL and says

SANJANA: I got it RAHUL …. I got it.

(Before I go further let me tell you that SANJANA wanted to go to CAMBRIDGE University, for some course and she finally got selected.)

RAHUL   : that’s great yar ( aur wo use apni haathon me utha leta hai.)

SANJANA: I am so happy . It was my dream and finally it is becoming true.

RAHUL     : Kab jana hai?

SANJANA: bas 20 din me ……..

(Now Rahul becomes sad and mum.)

SANJANA: (realises that ) kya hua aise kyu ho gaya?

RAHUL     : yar tu chali jayegi to main yaha kya karunga bas yahi soch raha hu.

SANJANA: are yar bas 1  saal ki to bat hai phir to mujhe yahi aana h.

RAHUL   : 1 saal yar hum kabhi 1 din bhi alag nahi rahe aur tu 1 saal ki bat kr rhi h.

SANJANA: hmmmm

RAHUL   :(now don’t know what happens) rahul starts crying and he cries like a baby.

SANJANA: hey Alampanah ro raha h. I cant believe this. Maine to aaj tak tujhe rote hue nahi dekha.

RAHUL    :(Rote rote) I can not imagine life without you for one year. Tum sach me ja rahi ho ?

SANJANA: yar its my dream. Kya tu chahta h mera sapna poora na ho.

RAHUL    : I don’t knw !!!!!!!! ( still crying)

SANJANA: acha pehle tu rona band kar bilkul acha ni lag rha hai. Dekh ab mujhe bhi rona aa rha hai aur tu to janta hai main rote hue bhootni dikhti hu.

( but RAHUL can not stop his tears and he is still crying like a child)

SANJANA: ( tries to console him in different ways but everything goes into vain ) acha acha ab chup ho ja varna main bhi ro dungi.

RAHUL kisi tarah chup hota h but he is very sad and don’t talk.

RAHUL   : acha ab kya karna h?

SANJANA: ye hui na baat Shooping karni h bahut kuch kharidna h aur sara time apne doston k sath spend karna h.

RAHUL     : Theek h sab ho jayega.

Then for next 10 days they do all the things for SANJANA but rahul is not happy and SANJANA can realise that very well although he tries to show her that he is OK.

Jane se 2 din pehle SANJANA calls RAHUL and asks him to meet her.

RAHUL   : to tum kal ja rhi ho . waha apna khayal rakhna aur ha baat karte rahn varna L. I will miss you yar .

SANJANA: RAHUL , MAIN KAHIN NAHI JA RAHI HU.( and she smiles)

RAHUL     : Kyu?

SANJANA: Mujhe lagta hai main tum sab doston aur apni family ko chod k nahi ja paungi.

RAHUL     : But tera dream ka kya ?

SANJANA: wo tum sab se badh k thode hi hai.

Now RAHUL tries to convince her to go but she refuses and the end result is that she is not going.

SANJANA says that don’t blame yourself for this. It is my decision and I know what I am doing.

I don’t know that what RAHUL did at that time was right or wrong but sometimes destiny plays its own game. My personal opinion is that RAHUL should not done that and let her go but it was not his fault also. He could not stop himself.

To be cont.

Uttam sharma

A Beautiful TULIP that has withered away(part 4)

Hi friends,

How are you doing?

I know you all must be waiting for the next part of my love story, oh sorry love story of RAHUL and SANJANA. So here I am with the penultimate part of this love story. It is one of funniest part of this story but by reading this part you will realize that what all RAHUL can do for his BEST friend SANJANA.sometimes she said and things were done and sometimes she did not say but yet things were done. This was the beauty of their relationship that they understood each other so well that they could talk for hours without even saying a word. Now comes to the main issue…………

It is  diwali celebration and RAHUL, SANJANA and theit two friends all are dreesing themselves for the event.RAHUL and his friend are ready and waiting outside for more than an hour that girls will come out from the room. Now RAHUL is frustrated and knocks on the door and SANJANA’s friend opens the door and he enters into the room and sees that she is not ready.

RAHUL     : Kya yar kitna time lagta hai tumhe taiyar hone me? Kab se wait kr rahe h tumhara.

SANJANA: bas yar abhi taiyar ho rhe hain 10 min me.

RAHUL     : 1 hour se tumhara bahar wait kr rhe h hum to kab se ready hain aur tum log ho ki abhi b 10 min chahiye.

SANJANA:  kya kare ji hum girls ko taiyar hone me thoda time lagta hi hai JJ

RAHUL      : Time kya kapde hi to pahenne hai pahno aur chalo……….

SANJANA : ( now something starts in her mind) acha tu mera pyara sa dost hai to ek baat manega meri

RAHUL     : ab ye kya baat le aayi beech me tu?

SANJANA: sawal mat poocho sirf jawab do.

RAHUL     : aaj tak kabhi mana kiya hai?

SANJANA: (picks up a dress from her ward-robe and says) Ja ise pahen k aa.

RAHUL    : Pagal ho gayi h kya ? main nahi pahenuga ise …. Bilkul nahi

SANJANA: abhi to bahut badi badi baaten kar raha tha , ab kya hua?

RAHUL    : No way , main nahi yar na na bilkul nahi.

SANJANA:(to her friend ) Dekha abhi to kya kuch kah rha tha ab meri ye choti si baat bhi nahi man raha, ja mujhe koi baat nahi karni aur main kahi nhi ja rhi…. Tumhe jaha jana h jao ( aur ye kahkar wo gussa or naraj hone ka natak karti h)

RAHUL   : tujhe pata hai main tujhe udas nahi dekh sakta isi ka tu har bar fayda utha leti hai.( aur ye kah kar wo dress le kar andar chala jata hai).

SANJANA: ladkiyo k tarah sari dress pahan ni h aur make up bhi karna hai iska dhyan rakhiyo.

RAHUL     : theek hai.

Now rahul wears the dress (includes everything J) .it takes him almost ½ hour and now he tries to wear all the accessories ( except the bangles bcoz bangles haath me nahi ja rhi thi).

RAHUL    : (shouts from the room )Madam ab make-up ka kya karna hai wo to mujhe aata nahi.

SANJANA: main aak kardu kya ?

RAHUL    : no no main khud hi kar lunga.( aur jaise taise usne apna make up kiya)

SANJANA: Kya hua kitna time aur lagega?

RAHUL   : bas ho gaya aa rha hu.

And now rahul comes out from the room fully dressed up like a girl and he is surprised to see that there are almost 8 to 10 girls waitng for him in the room and they all are smiling.

Rahul takes a u turn and goes back into the room .

SANJAN: kya hua bahar aao ?

RAHUL   : Nahi pahle sabko bahar bhejo.

After 10 minutes when everyone goes out of the room RAHUL comes out and SANJANA sees her and says

SANJANA : tu to ladki ki dress me jyada cute lag rha hai aur pahni bhi dhang se hai hmmmJ.

RAHUL      : ab to tu khush hai na ab to jaldi se taiyar ho ja.

SANJANA :(embraces him and says) sach me you are my best friend . Chal ab hum dono taiyar hote hain JJ.

Usk bad wo dono taiyar hote hain and then starts the celebrations of an eventfull and joyful diwali.

Next time I will write the last part of this love story.

Till than

Take care

Uttam Sharma.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Hi Folks,

Birthday…. A very special day in a person’s life. Only a mother can tell you how important and wonderful is the day when somebody borns. Today we celebrated birthday of two friends of mine, GULLU and YOGI. All and all it was a nice day, we enjoyed some beautiful moments with each other. Cake was nice although we ate a small part of it but it was yummy, food was spicy, cold-drink was chilled and how can I forget to mention that girl….. oh sorry that boy VIKSHIT. He was so cute man that I could not resist myself and asked her mom if I could play with him for some time.  They were a good couple and we enjoyed the company of that little boy for some time. Tell me guyz you enjoyed that or not?

Although we could not do many things but I hope that We were able to give you atleast some happiness GULLU and YOGI.....   JJJJJJ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYZ. MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

Take care

Uttam Sharma

A Beautiful TULIP that has withered away(part 3)

Hi friends,

I am sure that you all are doing great and I pray for all the love and happiness in your lives. I was watching the video of “AMAN KI AASHA” a TIMES of INDIA and THE DAWN initiative. A must watch video.This is a great intiative taken by these two media groups. I love the lines “ Utho Kabadi-2 khelenge sarhado par, jo aaye abk to laut k phir na jaye koi” . I am waitng for that day when this will become true and I hope millions of Indians and Pakistanis also waiting for same.

Now let me come to the main issue. So last time I wrote another part of the love story of RAHUL and SANJANA. Sometimes I feel that I would develop some writing skills till the time this story ends.From the feedback I got I found that people are liking this story to some extent. So , I am here with an another part.

Last time I told you How RAHUL proposed SANJANA in front of so many people. This was an amazing moment for both of them.Almost 5 years have gone and now comes to the day which is very special for RAHUL. This is the Birthday of SANJANA. He was very excited for this day since months ago. RAHUL did a beautiful thing which SANJANA never imagined.Now I tell you what did he exactly do?

It is her birthday today and he has recreated the whole environment again of their first meeting. He chooses the same place where they met first time with more or less the same people and all were wearing exactly the same dresses. Now the scene is like this……..

Lights are diminishing. SANJANA comes with her friends and she has no idea about anything. She is very surprised and suddenly she hears the same music of violin and when she turns she sees RAHUL is standing just behind her and playing the same song which he played years ago.

Song finishes and rahul says………..

RAHUL: (To SANJANA) Hi, My name is RAHUL, Naam to suna hi hoga.

SANJANA : Hmmm, My name is SANJANA but tumne ye naam nahi suna hoga. (They both smile and hug each other) .

SANJANA: So sweet RAHUL, I never imagined that this all would happen to me. This is one of the most beautiful day of my life.I am so happy u can’t even imagine.Thanx

RAHUL: don’t say thnx , I did not do this for you, I did it for myself. I am happy because you are smiling.

SANJANA: (smiles) Thnx

Then she cuts the cake and party begins. Now everyone has gone and there are only 4 people left. SANJANA asks RAHUL for her gift .

RAHUL: (Gives her a box)  This is my gift for you . It’s not very expensive , I hope You like it.

SANJANA opens the box and founds some pieces of paper in it(Some 365 pieces of paper.).she looks confused.

RAHUL: is box me wo sari yaaden hai jo pichle ek saal me humne ek sath bitai hain aur ye yadden is dibbe me hamesha tumhare sath rahengi.I put memories from each of the 365 days previous to your birthday today. I hope you like it.

SANJANA opens the first chit and finds something written on it “ You don’t like rain but you enjoyed it with me”. She opens some more chits and finds some other experiences. There are tears in her eyes and she is smiling.

This was the best day of their life for both of them.

So tell me if you liked this part.

Take care

Uttam Sharma