1am

I don't know if this is the right way to go about posting something which I have been hiding from everyone here, but It is more than a month now. I have tried a lot to hide my anger behind my laughter, to hide my tears behind my smiles,and to hide myself against everybody in front of me. I never asked for heavens from the life...but did not know that it was preparing hell for me. I have lost a few things in my life but I consoled myself saying that it was all my fault and I was the one who did not deserve it at all. I was a happy person, after a long long time, few months back but destiny again did not like it at all. I got the biggest shock of my life...I felt like somebody had back-stabbed me and it was like a big silence in the life.